I had a dream that my male gay friend and I were a bit intimate. I don’t remember the whole dream, but I do remember us taking shots of alcohol/drinking together…although I don’t remember the exact circumstances why. I specifically remember becoming inebriated, and him as well. Once we were drunk, I jumped on him by wrapping my legs and arms around him and kissed him. He kissed me back. I think we might have made out a bit…? Unsure though, because the dream wasn’t super detailed. I woke up shortly after that. In real life when I was in my early 20s, him and I got messed up at a nightclub and blacked out and then came to in an alleyway making out, even though he’s very gay and I am a woman. He technically was my first boyfriend though back in the day prior to that and at that time he was bisexual. We never did anything sexually though and never even kissed. But I wanted to mention that in case it has any bearing on the dream I had.
Dreams about intimacy, especially with someone from your past, can reflect unresolved feelings or desires. In this dream, the combination of drinking alcohol, becoming inebriated, and then engaging in intimate behavior may symbolize a need for emotional connection and closeness with this friend. The fact that this friend is gay in real life could symbolize aspects of yourself that are maybe unexplored or hidden. It could also indicate a desire to deepen the emotional connection you have with him, as your subconscious mind may be processing past experiences and relationships in a new light. The dream may be encouraging you to explore your own feelings and desires more openly and authentically.